All of this time I didn’t even realise it
I’ve been pushing you aside and now I’m lying here just thinking ‘bout how I didn’t treat you right
Yeah I blew it bad
It’s got me second guessing everything I thought I knew
But all I know right now is I’d give anything just to hold you in my arms tonight
But I know I can’t see you tonight
‘Cause I know you’d rather be left on your own
And it’s so hard not to pick up the phone, tell you how I miss you now
I wish I could just get a train and show up there right at your door
But I know you wouldn’t want me there anymore
I don’t know, so tell me how not to miss you now
Wish there was something I could say that could make everything alright
But it’s too little too late and you’re probably out living your own life in the city tonight
Yeah I blew it so bad
And you’re probably with someone else who knows how to love you better
And I’m beating up myself just trying not to think ‘bout who’s holding you in their arms tonight
Yeah I know I won’t be sleeping tonight
‘Cause I know you’d rather be left on your own
And it’s so hard not to pick up the phone, tell you how I miss you now
I wish I could just get a train and show up there right at your door
But I know you wouldn’t want me there anymore
I don’t know, so tell me how not to miss you now
But I know you wouldn’t wanna hear it anyway
I should’ve tried harder to make you stay
But if I could just look you in the eye
And tell you the blame was all mine
But I know you’d rather be left on your own
And it’s so hard not to pick up the phone, tell you how I miss you now
I wish I could just get a train and show up there right at your door
But I know you wouldn’t want me there anymore
I don’t know, so tell me how not to miss you now
I don’t know, so tell me how not to miss you now
Johanna Samuels writes introspective and empathetic songs that explore authenticity with lovely, low-key pop melodies. Bandcamp New & Notable May 20, 2021
Bouncy, jangly power pop with a slash of acidic shadow, as the very best twee always has. From Boston, they met at band camp (not Bandcamp). Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 2, 2019
An ambitious pop song cycle about human loneliness and fear, thick with harmonies and buoyed by tight musicianship. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 27, 2018